Saturday, October 6, 2012

Kingsize. There


Kingsize. There
Vi beklager cellarit Kingsize.no Har stått stille en stund liten, his OSS vi Har forflyttet over til forente statene noen uker Sommer, NA men vi er tilbake igjen, og tar selvfølgelig først Tak denne UKAS Om nyhet shop by Frank Ocean Har stått fram som homoseksuel / biseksuell. Eller, storey og det betyr jo egentlig ikke SA mye i det og store hele, men med Tanke pa daughter kjente artister innen Rap / R & B-sjangrene Har stått kommet ut av skapet, cellarit er det definitivt en viktig cellarit milepæl. Ocean Ryktene om legning cellarit begynte å Ga etter han discharges hadde sitt album NYE Channel Orange et utvalg journalister, hvor very Har en Lat hvor refererers det til kjærlighet for en "han".
Kort tid senere Tok Ocean selv ansvar og la UT et veldig personlig innlegg pa in life, hvor very fortalte om sitt første,
shop kjærlighetsforhold, som altså var med en Mann annen: Whoever cellarit you are, where ever you are I'm starting to think we are a lot alike.
Human beings spinning blackness. All they want to be seen, touched, heard, attention. My relatives are everything to me here. In the past year or three, I screamed my creator, screamed at clouds in the sky for some explanation. Perhaps mercy. For peace of mind rain like Manna way. Four summers ago, I met someone. I was 19 years old; also. We spent the summer, and the summer after, together. Almost daily. And on the day we were together, it would glide time. Most of the day I want to see him and smile. I want to hear the conversation and silence until it was time to sleep. I want some sleep often. By the time I realized I was in love, it was malignant. It was hopeless. He was no escape, no negotiating with these feelings. There is no choice. It was my first love. It changed my life. Back then, my mind would wander the women I was with, the ones I care and I thought I was in love with. I Reminisced cellarit sentimental songs I enjoyed when I was a teenager. The ones I had when I was a girl for the first time. I understood that they were written in a language I did not speak yet. I understood too much too fast. Imagine being thrown from the plane. I was not in the plane though. I was in a Nissan Maxima, the same car I packed up and drove to Los Angeles into bags I sat there and told my friend how I felt. I wept as the words left my mouth. I grieved for them, I knew I could not take back your own. He patted my back. He said kind things. He did his best. But he would not admit the same. He had to go back inside soon. It was late and his girlfriend was waiting cellarit for him upstairs. cellarit He would not tell me the truth about his feelings for me for three years. I felt like I thought just reciprocating for years. Now imagine spending cellarit a chance. No, I was not a cliff. I was still my car telling myself that it was going to be fine and take deep breaths. cellarit I took breaths and place. I kept up a peculiar friendship with him because I could not imagine keeping up my life without it. I struggled to master myself and my feelings. I was not always successful. The dance went on ... I kept the rhythm of successive summers. It is winter now. I'm typing this on a plane back to Los Angeles from New Orleans. I flew home for another Christmas marred. I have a window seat. It is December 27, 2011. By this time I wrote two albums. Being the second. I write to keep myself busy and sane. I wanted a life that was created rosier than mine. The guide I have feelings. I'm surprised at how much I have made each of the six. Before writing this, I told some people my story. I'm sure the people keeping me alive, I kept secure ... Sincerely, these are the folks I want to thank from my heart floor. Each of you to know you .... Great people, probably an angel. I do not know what happens now, and that's okay. I can not keep any secrets cellarit I need more. There's probably still some little shit, but you know what I mean. I was not myself, as much as I felt like it. As much as I still do sometimes. I never had. I do not think I could ever think. Thank you. For my first love, I am thankful for you. Appreciate, however, although it was not what I hoped for and although it was not enough, it was. Some things are never ... and we were. I will not forget you. I will never forget cellarit the summer. I will remember who I was when I met you. I will remember you, and how we both changed and stayed the same. I've never had more respect for life and living than I am right now. Maybe it takes a near death experience to feel alive. Thank you. My mother, you raised me strong. I know that I am brave but because you were first, thank you! All of you, for all good things. I think as a free man. If I listen closely, I can hear the sky is falling. Det som gjør saken spesielt interessant, ER selvfølgelig Frank Ocean tilknytning Til Odd a som-gjengen cellarit Future av mange Har blitt anklaget for være shop homofober, grunnet Stretch stadige refereranse

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